You can’t tell me different
When all I know is pain
And the only positive words heard
Are those that put me to shame
And I’m constantly searching for something
Other than myself to blame
Call me beautiful
Call me fine
Call me sexy
Call me a dime
But visual don’t get you nowhere
Without a soul to shine
And all I keep wondering is,
Is loving me a crime
You can’t tell me different
When I realized all it was, was sex
And the constant attempts to take it further
Resulted in unreturned texts
And after laying it all on the line
I wasn’t even worth loving, cause you moved right on to the next
Call me beautiful
Call me fine
Call me sexy
Call me a dime
But visual don’t get you nowhere
Without a soul to shine
And all I keep wondering is,
Is loving me a crime
You can’t tell me different
When you constantly beat me down
And wonder why I’m sometimes depressed
When optimistic words in your mouth aren’t found
And why I’d rather hear music than you
Cause it’s such a sweeter sound
Yeah I put on a front
On my face is a smile
But inside my soul is dying
And its you pushing the coffin down the aisle
Drowned in a sea of negative tongues
Seemed to have had me bound
So I’m turning my ear from you
While he polishes my crown
And the past doesn’t seem to care
About the wrong its done
They just move on knowing
Their deed was done
& I don’t wanna hear “he’s coming’
Don’t wanna hear “he’s being molded”
When you got someone to share your struggles, joys & time
Yeah you can, Call me beautiful
Call me fine
Call me sexy
Call me a dime
But visual don’t get you nowhere
Without a soul to shine
What I really want to know is,
Is loving me a crime
©Written by an unpolished “Jewel” 05/03/2009 2:00 am in the morning after watching Cadillac Records